Inspired By a Recent Self-Googling Episode which prompted me to wonder...

I Googled myself out of vanity
and curiosity

I Googled my married name second, my maiden name first

Not very many people have my maiden name
And mostly it was Twitter and Classmates.com and someone doing fashion design.
Boring, really.

But I found myself under my married name with my middle initial,
I found myself staring at my name under the words "Presumed Recovered"
And clicked on the link
believing it was someone else.

It says I was admitted
just months ago
and released to my husband after a week of rest.

No one at home will tell me what it means
they say I'm acting crazy
which perhaps I am

And no one at the hospital will tell me about the webpage
they say I should come in
which perhaps I have.

It's scary out here.  In La La Land.